Before i start i applogise if this blog feels kinda stop-start. I have decided to take the leap into spontaneous blogging, and so basicaly am making up what i want to say as i write, i am interested to see how this pans out!
Basicaly i have realised something. There is no point trying to wish yourself to be someone else. I have always wanted to be someone else, a football player scoring the winning goal for Tottenham in the FA Cup final or basicaly being Keith Urban. But although this may seem very obvious, i have realised that sometimes dreams are bigger then the person who is dreaming...and i mean a whole lot bigger!
So how can i sum myself up? I am a 19 year old, Patrotic, Royalist, Dyslexic, Easily Irritable citizen of the United Kingdom. I am a lover of music, good song writting and musical skill. I have two guitars at home but cant play either and spend my time trying to be the next man to lead Tottenham to the title or the first guy to win all the grand prix in one F1 season. This is who i am.
This may seem depressing...and then there is the thing about Dreams. Yes we can dream and we can try to be someone else, but in the end God has made us how he wants us and it is up to us to make use of the life he has given us.
Can i be Keith Urban? No! Can i be a footballer? No! Can i be the richest man in the world? (maybe...ok probs not) but who can i be? I can be myself...Andrew Chandler and you can be yourself!
I hope this has not come across as a cheesy call to arms in these dark times...if it has say so and spontaneous blogging for me will be a part of the past.
Peace!
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2 comments:
"I would rather be what God chose to make me than the most glorious creature I could think of. For to have been thought about, born in God's thoughts and then made by God is the dearest, grandest, most precious thing in all thinking"
Here here! I'm loving you're thinking, I have always believed that we can only truly find contentment when we are content with who we are as an individual; within ourselves - and by pretending to be something or someone that we are not, we are merely putting up a barrier to prevent us reaching our own state of contentment. And lets be honest, we've only got one shot at life - so who doesn't wanna be content and complete?
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